I am very thankful to have you in my life but then if this continues, we might as well end this. Thank you for being there when I needed someone the most, for helping me get through, and for helping me stand up on my own again, even getting angry with those minimal interactions he and I had in the past when everything wasn’t good.
Thank you for being the best friend I needed and for staying.
I would like you to know that I approve of this girl you’re pursuing now and you don’t have to worry because I don’t like you in like-like way. And I also agree that I couldn’t be of help to you in pursuing this girl so you’re consulting other people.
But these past few months seemed like you’re leaving me already. You’ve started becoming distant. We don’t talk much anymore. It seems like you only initiate a talk when you need something from me. And people have been asking if we had an argument whatsoever, in which, I can’t remember that we had any. It just means that they are also seeing something wrong.
You’ve been like this for eight months already and I don’t see why you don’t see anything wrong. When we didn’t have any common subjects, we were cool. I mean, we never had arguments or issues like we have now. Then when the second semester started, we had a common class, yet you started ignoring me and I became the last person to know a thing about you which became “sketchy” since I thought we’re best friends. Then we took the same class during the summer semester. We were seatmates yet your back is always turned away from me. I wanted to talk to you during the field trip but you said you’re not yet done talking to the person you’re always talking to during the class. We should have talked before I went to Japan but then we both got busy then I said we’ll talk after I got back. Then you started making excuses whenever I ask you when you’re going to school.
You got no time for me anymore which is sad. If I could turn back the time, I’ll just decline taking the same class we had during the second semester. Maybe it will bring back what we had.
I don’t want us to end up like what happened to me and you know who so I want you to enlighten me if I did something or if I didn’t do what I should have done.
(To anyone reading this, if you know what I’m talking about, please keep it to yourself first. I’ll tell this to him eventually, if he’ll give me time and stop making excuses. Or just give him a letter, which is the last thing I want to do.)